I got a puppy April 6th. I failed to write about it. He is part Dachsund and part Jack Russel Terrior. I call him Little Man. I've had a hard time naming him. Oscar seemed to stick. Mama like's "Shorty." Lately I've been home. I do stuff here that needs to be done. Yard work and animal stuff. I need to get a job. Maybe I should go applying tomorrow. Then maybe I can go to Val to hang with some people. When I get my job I will be expected to pay my phone bill and car bill. That will be only around $60 per month. Gosh, I don't know where to apply. People give me some ideas.

I wish I could be an actress. If I still lived in VA, I could be attending the Newport Film Festival... I wonder what it'd be like if I still lived there; if it'd have been better.

I need to go back to college.

I think the best thing for me to do is join the airforce.

in your honor

Friday night I went to valdosta and met up with Patrick. I had a good time. I missed him. Vicky's birthday was friday, so that was the event. I talked to Will. He's a cool guy. Nice to talk to. He likes to do the talking actually. I saw Jason A. and Jonothan B. from highschool. It was nice to talk to Jason. I didn't converse much with Jonothan. Later, after the "party" Patrick, Liz, Kailyn and myself went to party at Landon's house. That was fun. I drank too much. I'll stop there with that.

Saturday night I went to an ABAC Reunion with Blake. I missed him. Glad we spent time together. There were fire works at the reunion. They were actually quite spectactular. After we came to my house, dabbled in the record collection. We found quite a few interesting things. We watched Monty Python and the Holy Grail. I love that movie. Then listened to more records. Then Blake went home leaving me to gravel in my tears. Not really. I do miss the chap though.

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loner

It's Friday and it's nearly 6pm. I want to do something, but I don't have any friends who want to do something with me. I wonder what it's like to have a best friend. That'd be cool. Someone who wants to hang with you mainly. I think I'd want a boy. Not just because I like guys, it's just that that would be better. We could go fishing and there wouldn't be any drama. Hopefully he's has a nice big truck and an awesome boat. We could go to different lakes to fish. Yeah, that'd be cool. I guess I'm not a fun person. I wouldn't mind being a loner if I had money to travel. I'd be a nomad. One day I will be.

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Bruce

Man, there is this white cat that came up in the yard. I can tell his meow from the others. He's out there now. There was just a cat brawl. I hope he doesn't hurt anyone. Earlier, Elbert was humping Ernie. I think. Well, he was on Ernie's back and had a hold of his neck. Was odd. I hope Ernie is a boy. I think he is. The names (El)bert and Ernie was an accident, but them humping each other kind of fits. I saw Bruce humping Luke for the first time, I think. Geeze, was it hump your friend day? I was trying to teach Bruce to play frisbee. That cat is making noise again. My windows are open. I heard frogs having a croaking contest. I swear. One will croak, then another and back and forth getting faster and faster. It's crazy. I tried to listen to the music of nature. There were cows mooing and frogs croaking and my dogs were barking. Not very musical... Anyway, about Bruce. It seems that he tries to catch the frisbee with his front paws. It's cute though. He seems to like frisbee a little. I make cards to follow to teach him. I need to look at those. I forgot one step and that is to hold the frisbee up for them to jump and grab it. I think that's one step. Bruce can jump really high, so if I teach him to play frisbee, he will be a pretty impressive dog. He's pretty impressive now.

roadtrip

I just wrote a letter to my grandparents. I expressed my wanting to go back to college next fall and my wanting to go to the ABQ Hot Air Balloon Fiesta... Which is in October. Scratch college. I am going to get a job and I am going to take that road trip. You can come if you want. I really want to vist ABQ, NM. I miss my grandparents, I want to visit the desert and I want to see that fiesta. So, that sounds like a good destination point in my road trip. Not sure how far I will go. I was thinking maybe I'd go to California. I need a little more planning. Out west is where I've been wanting to go. I can stop in texas to visit my grandparents on Mama's side. They like that. I can go over and have a beer(21 now) with... forgot his name and his girlfriend. They were really cool. I'd like to go to the beach again on that island too. It was gloomy they day I went. Check out some more ferry men too. Ah, I need a job. I think if I ever lose weight, I will join the airforce asap. I am dieting now. Hope it will work.

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Hmm... Not much has been going on. I need a job. I applied at the hospital in adel for a prn job. I hope I get it. I'm being attached by bugs. Anywho, hopefully next school year term I will be inrolled again. I am going for Wildlife management. Maybe after that I will go further into animal siences and biology. Lately I've been reading a lot. I think I went out of the habit again. I hope not. I really like to read, and I used to read alot. I just can shut my mind off. Kind of sucks. Then again, sometimes I think my imagination wouldn't be so broad if I didn't think all the time. Whatev. I'll try to get used to it, though I should be... Man I want a hot air balloon.

Wednesday I started cleaning my bike. It's very rusty. I hope to get it fully fixed. It's for a tall person, but hopefully, if I lower the seat all the way, I can ride it.

I wish I had more stuff for arts and crafts.

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